today, it's hit me hard.
today, i feel the void.
today, the missing you is too real.
today, yesterday is all i want.
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** i only saw snippets of you as you fought your battle with cancer. some days, your body would wear you down but, most days your lips were filled with praises for God's goodness. your faith was beyond my understanding. i'll never forget that moment you tightly held my hand and kissed it. you always made me feel like i matter. that i mattered to you. that last visit, i felt so awkward. so helpless. never could i have imagined it would be our last. you don't know how much you mean to me. nor did i. no, not till God called you Home. i'll always treasure your words of encouragement. i'll remember them in my worst of days. i never told you but, you've such a unique flair in the dresses you wore. your love for God, your family. for everyone. how you could never tire from smiling for others, i'll never know.
i'll see you again. till then, i'll be missing you. you're flying, aunty Nancy. flying. forever.
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** so we've been trying to get this dude to go on a much needed diet. how do you resist such an adorable face like this?
