Nov 3, 2016

i don't know what depression is.
yet life feels very much bound by it.

the feeling that life is not worth living
- what is my meaning?

happiness is nothing but temporary
happiness is nothing but exhausting.

back in a silent room,
here in a silent mind,
black is really loud.

nothing soothes.
nothing heals.

i don't know what depression is.
yet it bounds me by name.

Sep 6, 2016
























tender heart,
don't be afraid to love.
don't be afraid to fall.

don't be afraid when your wings can no longer carry your heavy.

Sep 2, 2016

i want you here
because i can't do this feeling so alone.

i want you here
because i just honestly miss you.

i want you here
because i really, really need to know.

we need to know.

Aug 21, 2016





"are you tired?"
"no. i'm just happy to see you reach the top."

"...you did it!!!"

main tumhe bahut yaad kar rhi hoon...
#diltohpagalhai

Aug 17, 2016

it's hard to want to reach out and touch you. knowing i can't.
it's hard to want to lean in to you and just be. knowing i can't.
it's hard to want to hear your voice over inconsistent phone connections.

...feeling like every second is so urgent.

it's hard.
some days, too.damn.hard.

most days i wonder of the realities.
our reality.